follow my heart song

weekend came and went. too fast.
happy things lasted as long as fireworks would glow.
if only i could savor it a little longer.
but then it went all dark.
reality hit me so hard in the face.
i feel so helpless. powerless.
drowning, and losing my way.
there are a million whys
and suffocation is overwhelming
indulging in self-pity is probably my kind of luxury
who are friends and who are foes
what is good and what is bad
i barely know
all i am asking for, isn’t too much.
just someone to walk with me
and tell me it is okay